| soooo tired.....4hrs sleep and i have to get up and go out with sis for the day, then tonight go to work...i am going to be so dead tired arghhh how people survive on such little sleep is a mystery to me i need at least 8hrs to at least function! lol |
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| what am i doing??? i've only smoked three cigarettes in my life, and here i am, just placed an order online to purchase a 5packet carton of the things.........am i going insane? for some unknown reason i feel maybe these will occupy me through my lonely depressing nights??? meanwhile i'll have to keep this hidden from my family, let's hope they don't see the package when delivered. |
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| She feels alone. She feels sad. She feels lost. She feels neglected. She feels like she is dead in a living body. She feels insignificant. She feels no purpose. She feels ugly. She feels used. She feels lost in everyway. She feels ashamed. She feels lifeless. She is me |
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| went to shops got two bags of lettuce, tuna in water, eggs, tomatos so i hope to onli consume these things for 4months till xmas |
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| depression, self hatred, how do you overcome these? it seems almost impossible when you feel so much self hate? xoxo |
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